I am Grateful for so much! :)

O my goodness!! Sense March 13th or so I have been thinking that I was pregnant cause i have been so late with my cycle but today confirmed that I am not. I will have to say I was sad, I was getting excited and think that we will Maybe start trying in the next couple months! That being said I have not been feeling great the last few days and have not taken the boys out much which they need desperately at least twice a day, so around 6:00 I finally mustered up the strength to take them out between the two Parc Central building's and I gave them these huge suckers and it was so fun to sit with them and we played and talked while they licked and licked away  I was  loving  every minute of it. After we walked around the pool and it made the boys want to get in so bad so we ran back up stairs and put there suits on. It was so funny to watch Peyton attempt the big goggles on his face. I seriously just sat in the warm breeze watching them and talking to them wishing I enjoyed them like this every minute of every day.  But i don't and i am going to try so much harder cause they are getting so big so flipping fast!! Again that all being said i felt the spirit very strong after about four this afternoon and feel like that is why I was enjoying them a little more than I normally do and the reason I think that is, is because to day for the first time in like a month I grabbed my scriptures, journal and the Manual I am reading with my scriptures and sat down to as they say Feast on the words. A few months ago when I was studying for my lessons each week, working on personal progress and reading  6 or 7 chapters of the Book of Mormon every day i felt the spirit strong helping me through each day. I guess I really dropped the ball because for the last month I have not made the time I should  to read and study and have felt the absence of the spirit in my life. Not like i am doing or was doing anything awful just when you know what it feels like before and then you stop you feel the difference, I mean it got to a point that I found my self randomly baring my testimony to the girls I was hanging out with at the park or pool ( I think one of them still thinks i am a little crazy.) So today when I made the time I cant express how real and tangible I could feel the spirit  how clear my thoughts became the energy I felt the love I had for life the piercing in my heart that testified how true this church is and how grateful I am that I know of the Truthfulness of this Gospel. I Know this is the only true church on the earth today and I believe Joseph Smith really did see both the Father and the Son. He went through so much to bring us the Book of Mormon and to restore the church to the earth I am so Grateful for his sacrifice and love this Church so much. I love my little Family my boys and my Husband so so much I am so not even close to perfect and all three of my boys are so patient with me and am forever in debt to my Father in Heaven for the blessings he has given me and for all of his Tender mercies.
 - Just a little side note as you can see Tate is so into Peter Pan right now and Tex said to me tonight he hopes he grows out of it soon because of those tights :)!!! I was laughing Tex is super funny about that sorta thing.

Family Pictures!!!

Last Saturday, March 10 2012 We took Family Pictures at the Sunny Isles Beach. There is a young couple that moved into are ward about a year ago he is doing the masters program to help him get into Dental School( well i guess it did help cause he got into the Utah Dental school) any way they are the coolest nicest couple and very talented with there camera so they took some pictures for us and i loved loved them. They captured are family so perfectly  !! There is a picture of me and Peyton that is a duplicate but it is cool what she did with the lighting i think. Any way just love my little family so much and my sweet husband with his unfailing patience with me, I'm not sure what i would do with out him. :) I let my boys try my Patience but i need to enjoy them more i love them both to pieces.

Forgot the Picture of Tate Being Peter Pan it is the latest thing. He is in it 24/7 and it is about to drive me banana's. He is so in to anything Peter Pan any new rendition of Peter pan anything about it and Grandma was nice enough to send him the entire outfit and he is wearing it like it like he might never get it back. Love my little Tate. :)

Peter Pan and Planking

Just got back from Young Womens Camp. This Year the theme for are ward was B.O.O.T Camp... Build Our Own Testimony. Me and Brittany Andersen were the leaders up there the first 2 days and we had us some Fun!! We got to know those cute girls and learned to love them so much. :) Not to mention all the fun we had. I Totally re connected with my inner 16 year old self. Dancing, Singing the camp songs learning all the new "cool" Stuff ( I really am getting old) Like Planking i guess is really in right now laying flat on your belly with your hands to your side looking straight down and taking a picture of it, plank on anything. We learned the cool new Bands are One Direction and Mindless Behavior and Horse mating witch is the funniest name ever, But it is when its some ones head and a different persons body. We did them all and had the time of are lives doing it. We camped in the Everglades so we camped right next to a huge lake that had some smaller alligators, we saw two pretty big black snakes, an Owl , we heard the wild Pigs or hogs what ever was snorting in the woods and of course the Racoons that got into are food. We ate like Crap tons of treats and S'mores and they served lots of Carbs. We were sad we had to leave and the next day after being home Britt and i talked and wanted to go back up to be with the  girls, it wasn't in the cards but we totally wanted to. Kinda Funny Jen Isom got there about 6 that night we hung around for the rest of the night and right before we left around 11 or so one of the girls asked Jen if she was going to be as cool as the Brittany's?? I love Jen and i am sure she had a blast with them just like Britt and  I did but it was nice to know that they thought we were cool leaders. Cause we did are fair share of getting after the girls for modesty or complaining to much or getting them out of the cabin witch was a lot of work at times so I am sure glad we were a good influence on the girls, they need it. :) With out going on and on we had a good time i missed my little boy and Tex but we had a good time. I love working in Young Women's and hope to keep learning and growing in the calling.

Today I turned 28 years old!! I can't believe it. Today has been such a fun day Tex let me and my friend sierra go get a pedicure, lay out at the pool and then this evening we had some friends and are neighbor over for some dinner and cupcakes. We had Chicken Creole and yummy chocolate cupcakes with vanilla bean icing. The best Birthday Present came when every one left. We were suppose to speak in church on Sunday which is in two days. But we got a call from the secretary saying that the new bishopric that was just called is going to speak. Yay!!! :) That means we get to breath a little easier this weekend and enjoy are 6 year anniversary that is tomorrow. We have had a lot going on the past little bit Tex in finals( and he did so great!! all A's and i think 1 B) Me and the boys have been sick for like a month with sinus crap the little boys still have junk coming out there noses. I am getting ready for girls camp that is coming up this Monday. It has been hectic so it will be nice to not have to speak. :) Loving Peyton's hair i know i am going to cry when we cut it off. I don't even care that everyone thinks he looks like a little girl I love those curls!! Well I feel so bad that it has been like 3 weeks sense i have posted or written anything but life has been busy. I am very Excited for the end of April when my Mom and sister come out to watch my boys when we go on are Cruz. I am excited to see them and to get away. I guess that is really all. I need to put a pic of Tate in his peter pan costume that grandma sent he loves it and he is so into right now that is all he watches he goes through a different phase every few months, last month it was Mulan and now it is Peter Pan. Love it!!