A few of my thoughts

I have not pictures to share because my camera has been being fixed for like a month now but i have a lots of thoughts I'm not even sure i can remember all of them. First this little Thanksgiving break with Tex home has been amazing. I really love my husband so much being a single mom is really hard, I know it will be worth it when we are done with school but it is just really hard sometimes and i have loved having him around!! I Love the Christmas holiday and am looking forward to it, putting up the tree the mall is full of the hustle and bustle, Christmas lights at Founders park.I just love it!! Just watched a Stupid movie last night called Super 8 and i really did not like it. Thanksgiving was a lot of fun this year (not that last year was not) but I/ We Ran are first 10K ever as a family and Ran all 6 miles my Knees were killing me after we were done but such an amazing feeling to start and finish something that is challenging for you. My Sweet husband was the one pushing me from mile 3 to 5 i don't know if i could have done it with out him. Tate Ran a 100 yard dash with about 20 to 30 other kids and he totally won the race. His face was priceless. :) We had dinner at the Starley's and she made such an amazing Turkey, Rolls and green bean Casserole. I ate so much i felt sick, I'm sure every one says that on thanksgiving but it was true for me. We took family Pictures today at this park on Biscayne called the Enchanted forest or something and it was so beautiful, We had a lot of fun, I have not seen the pictures yet but Terri ( the lady in are ward) Did so great with the pumpkin patch pics with our boys that i am sure they are awesome and cant wait to see them. I talked to a friend the other day that i love and admire so much. In life i think it is hard to find friends who can really accept you for You and she really is one of these friends I love her so much. I am grateful for Awesome Friends and Family,especially my little family. Lastly breaking dawn was so amazing i don't care what any one says i loved it and thought they did a really good job with it.  I'm sorry if my grammar is way off i never have been great and punctuation I'm just typing away.

My Boys

I can't believe how Big my boys are getting! Tate turns 4 soon and Peyton is almost old enough to go to Nursery. Although being a Mom is really hard and some days I Really think what the heck am i doing?! And complain more than I really need to, I love being a  Mom and I love  these boys More than I know how to put into words I am so lucky that they are mine, Its  morning like this that help me Remember this,  I woke up this morning really tired so when I heard Peyton I grabbed some toys and put him on the floor next to me while I slept for a little longer, Tate woke up about five or so minutes later I was laying so that neither could see that my eyes were open. Tate ran in to where Peyton was playing and whispered Hi Peyton and gave him a big hug Peyton hugged him back and put his face on Tate's like he was giving him a kiss they laid on the ground with there heads together for a little while, and then Tate jumped up and said I'm going to get my frog blanket so Peyton jumped up and chased after him he only got about half way Tate met him in the hall, took his hand and said come on Peyton and led him back into my bedroom and then gently motioned for him(Peyton) to sit down next to him and then Tate gave him another big hug. They played for a while being the best of friends and it made me so Grateful for both of them, they are both strong healthy boys and are starting to be such great friends, that in and of its self is a huge blessing. I know that moments like this don't happen every day or even twice a day but when they do happen I need to soak them up because they are what sustain me through the long days and especially the crazy getting ready for bed routine. I am so thankful for my sweet new growing family and all the fun times ahead of us, :)

Finally a blog

At Last I have joined the rest of the world and have my very own Blog. What do you say on your very first post on a blog you just started? I guess it doesn't matter! Well I am excited to have a place to put my thoughts sense i have not written in a journal sense I was 18. When I woke up Monday Morning it seemed like it would be a really long  week but my boys have proven that they can make things interesting and I love them for that. Yesterday we went to Tex's football game and I had all the things He needed to play and we were running late, we were going to be cutting really close I kept saying to the cars Come on go faster, Lets go lets go...  and My sweet Tate in the back saying so calmly Mom they are going, Hold on Mom wait tell the light goes green then they will go. After the game on the way home Tate said to his dad " Dad did you know that on are way here all the cars were blocking are way?" I felt bad i wasn't being more Patient. He is such a sweet little boy and I am lucky he is mine.